Welcometooxfordnotreallyaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh

So I moved schools.

I have been preparing myself for this since February and I told myself so many times that this college is going to be different. I was preparing during June, I was preparing during July, I was preparing myself during August ANDTHENSEPTEMBERCAME and it wasn't even funny. New enviromen, new people, new lifestyle...all these just swamp you.

As soon a you enter the door of the college you get carried away by the crowd, you dont even need to walk (how freaking convenient!). Before writing this all up I have spent a good 15-20 mins trying to to unravel the mess of my First Day Meomories and I got something like this...

1. Entering a herring tin where you are given bages and folders

2. Trying to look through the folder

3. Picking up papers from the folder, cos someone needs to lear how to walk in a straight line

4. Being angry

5. Following people

6. HellomynameisJamie, nicetomeetyou

7. Registering... not sure what for though

8. Queueing

9. HellomynameisYana, niceto....oh...ok...fine...she just left

10. Hi

11. Hello, yeah

12. Following people

13. Attempting to find the loo

14. Listening to a lecture about some IT shit

15. Back to the crowd

16. Hello

17. Yana

18. Getting books

19. Being fucking tired

20. MORE LECTURES!!!

21. MORE PEOPLE!!!!!!

22. TOO MUCH PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every single day I try to make a to do list so I don't get too messed up in the head but it never freaking works! The lists magically grow and no matter how much I try they just seem endless. On top of that I need to somehow explore the town and socialise.

About socialising: before coming here I also though this would be easy, I wanted to meet new peope. Well. I thought I did. And I do BUT NOT THIS MUCH. 

This place is a total mess! The worst thing is that I dont understand whether I love it or hate it.Every morrning I leave my room perfectly normal person and end up slimimg back in at around 10:30 feeling like an out of date flesh put through a mincer. And I can go on about The Experience for a while. But I won't, you know why? Cos I'm tired, hungry and my brains are rivering out of my ears. So I'll just go to bed!

What I can definitely say Iove about this place is sunsets and a chinese takeaway under my window that put pretty fairylights on when it's dark