And again

I haven't really been doing much for the past...3-4 weeks.
Nothing productive - others say. But what does that ''productive'' mean? You can be procrastinating, taking photographs and develoring skills, useful for your career, you can be spending time outside inhaling fresh air, being with people you love. Or you can waste the whole spring on revising chemistry that you will never even remember about after finishing school.
If only I could paint forever. Maybe I'm just lost in my dreams...

Dive

Sometimes it seems like its hard to escape the routine, the reality. However there is always a place, a person a song that will help you.

The water, calms you down, wapes at t away your worries, but at the same time reminds about summer...

 I am tired, don't want to be here anymore, looking for the escape in every possible way, any helpers?

When will this be over?

Last week I was carrying myself back home after the morning run past the construction site. The ugliness of the ruined walls attracted my sick mind so much that I forgot about tiredness and sprinted to the room. Without explaining much I shouted at Cindy: "Put on a dress, I have an idea for a photoshoot". And she understood me straight away...

I would rather stay in that half-unbuilt cottage without water and electricity than see facial expressions of my classmates every week day.

Hate high school with a passion can't wait to do all my exams and just leave this village.