nameityourself

The sun tires me a lot. I am currently working on changing my timetable to be able to sleep during the day and stay awake in the night. I prefer it so much more, everything seems better in the moonlight. The view is prettier, talks are more heartfelt, room is cousier. 

Yesterday my stayingupallnight tragically failed. I was dead by 1 a.m. and woke up at 8, just in time for the devillish sun to be staring at me from it's highest viewpoint. 

However I wasn't expecting myself to feel awake that night as the day before we woke up at 5 a.m. for this:

This year it seems to be so easy for me to get myself into a condition of deep despair. Sometimes I manage to get busy enough to forget about this, but it only last for a few hours or days if I'm lucky. I get extremely jealous of my friends who only need their beds and new episodes of favourite series to stay happy all the time.
It's mid July and I want September to be able to go to school. Typical for 16 year old, huh?